Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone
'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone...
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Something has been troubling me since last night. For these few days, I have been sleeping my way through and have not been doing anything at all.
I didnt use the net.
I cant be bothered about my surroundings.
I dont wish to talk to anybody.
In short, I need a getaway.
While listening to this song, do you feel a tinge of sadness overwhleming you?
Some thing I dreamt last night made me feel extremely uncomfortable.
Please understand.
I realise, I really need a getaway.
Sometimes, I would hid myself under the blanket and reminisce the past. The past I am so afraid that it would happen again. The past that I lied to myself that I had let it go and I am strong. The past that I lost 4kg in a week leaving me so weak and helpless. The past that I will never ever forget. The past that I am fearing every now and then. The past that me, being so dumb couldnt even be myself. The past that I showed people the weakest side of me. The past that even me myself is so afraid of myself..
The past that had hurt me so deep that I find no ways am I gonna forget it... Yes no way..
When will it happen again? Does the dream I dreamt is signalling me, telling me to stop?
I really wish to be alone some times. Alone from everything. I wanna roam about and head to an endless road and continue walking with my mind blank.
How long did I since figure out how am I feeling? How long did I not let my emotions out? How long did I not been myself, the Jennifer that I used to be?
The Jennifer always so funny, vulgar and soft-hearted?
All long gone...