Gift from Ben.. ♥

Baby, my Christmas song to you..
From: Ben

Can't wait to meet him tomorrow. Bet it will be fun.

Awww.. I feel so loved out of a sudden. ♥♥♥

Something that made me smiling like an idiot..

Pssss... I miss you...

From: Ben

I MISS MY LONG HAIR & FLAWLESS FACE!

I MISS MY LONG HAIR AND MY FLAWLESS FACE!!!!!

V.MUCH! :(

SEE THE FUCKING CHANGE IN ME NOW?!

DAMN SAD!!!!!

STUPID CHICKEN POX! I HATE EUZZ VEHLY THE MUCHIE LEHZZ!

HAIS!

Why on Earth will that happen to me! Humphhh.

Ugly + Fat = Me.

LOL!

SB LOW CONFIDENCE SIA. PUI!

Sometimes, I'm glad.

Sometimes, I'm really glad that shit happened when I'm in my secondary school days. For without these shits happened, I wouldn't have known who is my true real friends. I'm really thankful for that. Till now, this friendship has been 7 years & I strongly believe that it will still continue and she will see me get married, be my bridesmaid and have a family of my own.

I treasure this friendship very much.

For without her, I would never imagine how am I gonna stand up again and be me. She talked me through and will be there for me 24/7. This I believe what she did is because she love me and will very much treasure this friendship we built together like how I do.

I believe, 2 true friends is more than enough. More than enough than everything else.

Love you girls. =]

I'm slow.

Just caught the movie My Sister's Keeper online together with my Sis.

Rating: 4/5

Yeah yeah, I know I am sooooo fucking late in watching this movie. But ha! I still caught the movie anyway. So you shut up! At least I know still got this show lor.

So yeah, not gonna give the movie 5/5 because I feel it is a little draggy in between. And I saw many other bloggers blogged about this movie saying that it made them teared like no tomorrow. Cry like muthafucking cry babies. But well, I did not shed a single tear at all. I mean like, you are gonna expect what's gonna happen next. So get yourself prepared la. LOL! I got myself extremely prepared beforehand. So, no crying mama at all for me! My Sis cried. Yeah, crying mama for her.

Initially, I wanted to watch Planet51. But the quality suck! Like seriously, some vids does not have sound or worst, it is videoed using a video recorder and the quality+sound=suck big time. Bo bian, have to catch it in the theatre instead. But SG not out yet leh. Whatever.

Alright!

CY, FC and I conference last night. While Ben and his "gay" friends conference on their own. Tsk!

Enjoyed talking to my lovelies! Long time never conference liao. Sb shiok leh! We should do this every week! If CY phone did not died on us, I think we can continue the conversation till 6am in the morning man!

Oh yeah! I finally met up with Fiona! Nice catching up session with her. Taught me how to play fb games! Hahahaha! Ya la, fb games also want people to teach. Cannot isit! I want be pro, you diam. Teeheeee!

Yawns!

Look at me.

Look at me in your moments of despair;
life is no easy life is not fair.

Look at me in your moments of loneliness;
I can bring you peace and I can bring you happiness.

Look at me in your moments of sorrow;
I am your today and I want to be your tomorrow.

Look at me in your moments of joy;
life is also worth to be enjoyed.

Miss ya.

stay happy..

It must have been tough for you..

bad mood!

I don't want tomorrow to come in 1 hour and 30 minutes time.
Because I know that same old shit thing repeats and I'll be in a really damn foul mood.
It... just spoils my entire day.
SHIT.
In fact, it is the same old shit thing for a week.

I don't want to think about it.
Rot and die.

Side track a little..

White truffle mask is the best mask I've used so far. I like the result and would love to purchase more of it next time round. Whatever was written on the package results in 30 mins of the masking time. =] Ask me for the website if you wanna purcahse the mask.

Cheers!

So sweet.

Stumbled upon a blogger's blog and wanna share with you guys something. :)

The Jesusita Fire in Santa Barbara, CA last week caused these two to take shelter together. The fawn is 3 days old and the bobcat about 3 weeks. The fawn came from somewhere in the fire and the bobcat from Carpentaria. They immediately bonded and snuggled together under a desk in the Santa Barbara County Dispatch Office for several hours.

So sweet. :)

Wonderful morning. {EDITED}

*Edited*

Perfect morning for a perfect run with Kiki and Dad.
Enjoying the morning breeze at the playground near my place is wonderful.
Weird aunty spoils everything.
HUMPH!

Just got home after the run. It's superb. But, my stamina dropped. :( I stopped jogging for a week because I was very sick then. Now when I've recovered, I jogged today and I only managed to jog a very short distance. Damn sad. Kiki can even run faster than me lor! >:(

Just in case that you guys didn't know. My darling Kiki loves the playground. ;) Hehehee!

Had a hard time cleaning him after that because he kept running to the grass and dirty himself. I just bathe him yesterday lor!! Luckily his fur is white in color, if not, I cannot imagine how am I gonna clean him.

Alright...

I saw an advertisement on a website and they are advertising this super cool camara!

Samsung has got the first in the world front and back LCD screen! Good for cam-whoring lor! Right right???!! Okay.. Am I slow or what? It was released in August this year! How come I don't know about it?! Nevermind. I guess I'm not the last one to know. Hahahaahaaa!

This super duper lovely good for cam-whoring camera cost 500odd! Wa.. Damn expensive leh. Christmas prezzie anyone? Haaaa!!

One of the function I love most about this camera is.... Beauty Shot! Cool or what?! (Remove all the imperfections on your subject’s face such as wrinkles, blemishes and moles, leaving skin flawless.)



Tell me la! Who still want Canon or Sony?! :X Pai seh ah Canon and Sony fans. LOL! Maybe both Canon and Sony do have the Beauty shot function, but so far.. I see my Sister's camera (all from Sony) don't have leh. I don't know much about Canon. Correct me if I'm wrong. ^^

Whatever it is, I think Samsung's better. Because they have the LCD screen in front lor! I think all girls should have it because we fucking camwhore everytime! Right right?! Hahahahaaa!

Sorry, damn high now.

Okay, so for today, I am gonna stay at home (damn sad) and chiong my Vampire Wars on facebook. I tell you, my vampire damn sexay! Hot hot hot~~


Ahem, FYI, that small little bottom is not panty okay! Don't be sua ku! It's actually a hot short pants la! Like those Ah Lians like to wear one. Teeheeeeee!

Enjoy the last day of the week people!

Ciao!

blues clues!!!

I want Blues Clue's soft toy!!!!! So cute lah! Had been watching Blues Clues when I'm a kid at Kids Central. Probably around 6 till Primary 5. Yes, fancy at the age of 11 I'm still watching Blues Clues at Kids Central. Confirm plus chop must watch it everyday. And hehe, I even know how to sing the song lor! Pro or not!

Awwwh.

I really do want Blue!

*sitting on the thinking chair and think, think, think~~~~~*

Anyone willing to sponsor for my Christmas prezzie?

Don't laugh, or you'll fall off your chair.

Buaiz.

motherhood and some thoughts

It is amazing how a fetus grows into a baby with eyes, nose, mouth, hands, legs and hair.

Am really amazed.

Hehe!

Have a sudden urge to have a baby. Of course that is when I got married and have a stable income. LOL. Don't want my baby to suffer with me and eat shit siaz.

Although I hate kids. Ironic, boooo!






Ben message really touched my heart last night.. But I chose to ignore him. I don't know how to react to his message nor do I want to show how I feel towards this relationship. I'm happy, happy to be in this relationship. Both of us wouldn't know when will this relationship come to an end. Both of us never make promises on the word "forever". We just wanna enjoy every moment with each other day after day..

Christmas this year would be a simple affair between us. Ben decided to cook for our dinner on the eve of Christmas. Followed by a stayover on the eve and Christmas day itself. So, I’ll away from home for 2 consecutive days.

11 more days! Imma get my skating shoes!

Byebyebyebye!

courage.

Finally took up the courage to ask my Mom whether does she allow me to bring Butsudan home.. She said she was fine with it but I had to ask my Dad for permission. :( I know my Dad definitely will allow me to take up faith in this religion. But still, I need to seek his permission before bringing the mini Butsudan home. It is gonna be a battle between my courage and me, again.

You see, children in the Ng family are very much independent. We aren't very close with our parents too. Don't get me wrong, I love them. I love my parents to bits. But we don't usually discuss anything with them. So, opening my mouth this time asking for permission is a challenge for me. Because I don't ask for permission and just do things as I wish. Very bad.. But I had to this time.. I feel that it is a form of respect. Period.

***

I love Mondays. There will be no Monday blues for me me me! Reason being, I can meet Ben every Monday! That''s his off day! Haha. Damn eppy every Monday!

I hate Tuesday.
I hate Wednesday.
I hate Thursday.
I hate Friday.
I hate Saturday.
I hate Sunday.

Anyhoos, I've been absent from school for 2 days. Damn restless for the past 2 days. Cramps killing me big time. Owwhh.

Hehe. Tonight, I'll hear your voice long long long.

Love you working in the morning.

***

Dinner at Mayim for Dad's post birthday dins yesterday. Damn eppy also! Food there is cheap & nice! My many love for bean sprout with salted fish! Shared roast duck la mian with Sis. Hehe! Bro's gf joined us for dinner. Damn eppy. Hehe. Damn damn eppy yesterday although my cramps are killing and I'm kinda grouchy.

No pictures because I'm friggin' hungry as I did not eat anything at all till dinner. I think am the first to chiong for food.

Pictures on Dad's actual birthday:





Walked around NorthPoint after dins. Good for digesting. Psychoed Sis not to buy Mphosis clothings because the quality suck. After washing for a few times, you can actually just throw away the whole damn piece. Yuck!

Showed Sis what I wanted and.......... its..........



THIS! That I want!!!

Has been eyeing for this for 2 years liao!! Fucking 2 years because it's kinda expensive and I don't really bear to buy it. Since Sis is traveling to HK this December. Asked her to get the duty free one at the Airport. HEHEHEEE!

Feel so bad for not using DKNY apple Ben bought me. I think I used it less than 10 times. A lot of titu using it. Eeeeekkkkkk.

Bye all.

2012 IS GOOD!
Caught the show on Friday with Ben.

I expected everyone to die in the end because the show is about end of the world.

How can there be civilization! Thumbs down for that.

I will be back. Off to play sims2. Sis kept pestering me to play it so that my daughter in sims will grow up.

What I would do if........

10 billion!!!!!!

I would....

1. Fucking hire a Hitman and kill muthafuckers. HAHAHAHA! Damn shuang.

2. Be PWNING you guys! WAHAHAHHA!

3. Donate 5mil to SPCA or ASD.

4. Maybe... Set up a business. Jeez. I've got loads of money anyway.

HAHAHA! Actually are quite a number of points that I wanna put it down. But... Hahahahaaa! Its okay.

Anyways, while I was thinking of what I would do if I've got 10 billion... I fall asleep.

The conversation's topic between Ben and I were fucking funny today. LOL. I'd prefer not to pen everything down. LOL. Aiyaaaaaa.

WHATEVER.

I need to sleep.

****

true blue through and through..chelsea is our name! says (10:33 PM):
eh the mask

莉芳 says (10:33 PM):
what kkb

true blue through and through..chelsea is our name! says (10:34 PM):
wad la neh neh pok

莉芳 says (10:34 PM):
HAHAHAHAHHA
U MUST BE THINKING WHATS KKB RIGHT?!

true blue through and through..chelsea is our name! says (10:34 PM):
kuku bird?

莉芳 says (10:34 PM):
LOL
ya
DUN EVER CALL ME THE MASK

true blue through and through..chelsea is our name! says (10:35 PM):
i wasnt thinking stupid i dun need to think im smart.


(This is how Ben and I communicate..)

FML.

OKAY WHAT?!

I AM SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING NOW!

FML.

I AM NOT FULLY RECOVERED YET.

FOR SS!

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=307624&action=Preview

SOOSIAN! This is for you! :D I happened to come across it. Maybe you might have to adjust the widths!

no to cough syrup

My sleepy head!

A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than he loves himself.
-Josh Billings

Finally went to the doctor. Luckily the queue isn't that long so less than 5 minutes I am already in the consultation room "talking" to the doctor. He said that I've got viral infection in my throat. Anyways, he prescribed me with COUGH SYRUP and some other medications for flu and phlegm.

I must admit that I HATE COUGH SYRUP!! &^#&^@&*(#&^@ Yuck! While I was taking my cough syrup just now, I kept mumbling and mumbling and mumbling and finally force down the 2 spoonful of syrup. Shucks! Cough syrup is the MOST disgusting medicine.

Heheheheheeeee!

I am given MC for tomorrow! Yayyyyy!

Dad actually wanted to cook curry today. But looking at my situation now, he decided not to. :( Damn sad la!

Oh yeah, I am in no mood to study for CA1. -.- Shit siol~

lelove

It was nearly four years ago when he entered my world. There was no magical chemistry shared, no fairy tale first meeting, it was not a love at first sight moment either. It was simple and realistic.

-lelove

I'm sick! Yes, I am very sick. I woke up to pee this morning at around 9ish and I went back to sleep till 2ish. While sleeping, I feel that I am almost out of breath and I woke up, panting and taking in deep deep breaths. Decided not to lay on the bed anymore because I think I am sleeping too much.

Ben has been really sweet last night. He kept texting me to ask me to rest well and see a doctor first thing in the morning because he initially thought I had some allergy. I explained to him on the phone while he's on his way home that he should not be fussing over it. Anyways, I am still not feeling any better. I think it got worst. Initially it was just some dry cough. And now, it's flu, cough (with phlegm), sore throat and headache. Good game, all come at once. I'm not sure if I'm having fever though. I lost my thermometer. I can feel the heat in my body.

Moreover, Sis's medicine isn't helping at all. Where's mummy!!!!! Hahahaha!

So, Ben and I will most probably be food hunting on Monday. That is if I have recovered. He wanted to dine in at some traditional chinese cuisine restaurant but I wanted to go NYNY. He has been saying NO to western food because he kept boasting that he can cook it for me. Hahaha! Maybe we'll have Jap food.

2 more days.

Enjoy your weekend!

p/s ss! you're sick too. you take care huh. loves~

ahh.. yes.. awesome!

I am I because my little dog knows me
- Gertrude Stein

School's alright today! Loh's lesson is fine. I think I should really start attending his lessons just to be humoured. Nah, that isn't the case. I should really attend his lesson because my attendance for his module is omfg, 55%! Ha-ha-ha. I can come up with many reasons and still, it will still narrow down to because I AM LAZY. I hate attending his lessons because it is sb off timing. No, I am not trying to condemn that his lessons were a bore. In fact, I think his lessons is fun. Yes, fun. HOHO! Geek I am. I don't know, maybe the way he communicates is different from many other teachers. Yesyes..

And so, I went to IMM after school today to look for my skating shoes with SS! I... finally... found... my... skating... shoes!!!!!! If not for SS, I wouldn't even know that IMM do sell skating shoes! Called Ben immediately and inform him the good news! We'll be buying it as soon as possible! Yippie yay!! I sb excited now! Bought a toy for KiKi at Daiso! Guardian next! Bought stuffs there and home sweet home with SS!



I shall name this stuff toy as "Apple". Played fetch with him just now. SB cuteeee!


My MBD mask! New face wash! Fish oil!

Hmm.. I've been consuming GNC's fish oil since this year. But my complexion isn't getting any better. Okay la~ Maybe a little but I feel that it's not enough. And, few days ago, I was talking to Niko online and he told me that he has been consuming Guardian's fish oil+vit E and his complexion got better. So, I was thinking that maybe I should really try it too. And I bought it today! Just popped 1 pill. Teehee! Hopfeully it WILL work. I want my nice nice complexion back!!!! Okay, FYI, just by popping vits DOES NOT MAKE YOUR SKIN BETTER. You should really drink hell lots of water. And I did. ITS NOT HELPING! I should really seek a dermatologist if the problem persists. MY $$$! T.T

Alright, you know? My previous post, I blogged it without my specs on. PRO OR WHAT?! Like blind mice typing on the key board sia. Oh! I've removed my mask and hehehehe. My face feels super smooth now! Actually I wanted to buy MBD mask online at a website given by QQ (a blogger). She was recommending the mask to every women out there. Knowing the risk of buying it online, I a bit hum ji. So till now I've yet to buy it online. So by chance I saw MBD mask selling over at Guardian. Bought it, gave it a try, love it, purchase it online! Soon.

More dates with SS next week. The cheeky us have got some cheeky ideas on hand! Our day for today is awesome!



TA~

Guardian

Right now, I am using MBD's ficial mask I bought this afternoon over at Guardian! The moment I adjust and place it on my face, around 30s later I can feel my whole face tighten up! I like the feeling leh~ Hehehehehe! And the cooling effect is damn shiok! Whoo~

And Niko introdcued me some vits for my skin. Will be taking it for 30 days and see if my skin gets any better. Hopefully it does.

And.. finally report's done! Feeling damn relieved. :)

Mask it people!

sb noob

I've just signed for various twittering services on the web. OMG! I'm damn noob. Others already started updating their fb and twitter statuses using their mobile long time ago. But I just started using it. Nehmind~ It's never too late. Anyways, I guess I'll be updating my twitter damn frequently now. I believe it will be damn fun la! Alrighty, please do follow me for more updates! Will be putting up my twitter at the side. --->

Check back what I've just tweeeeeeeeet.

TWIT!

si chan mali chan, damn sweet.

Nick [i]Expected./i] says (12:47 AM):
u pretty liao don forget me ah
LOLOL!!
wait.
u already are what
Nights.

莉芳 says (12:47 AM):
damn sweet leh
i like!

Nick [i]Expected./i] says (12:47 AM):
true mah.

莉芳 says (12:48 AM):
see yaaaaaaa. nights!


***

Damn sweet leh. Make me happy tonight also song! Nights all! Hao happy today~

021009, BB DAY~

Life is the flower for which love is the honey.
-Victor Hugo

So.. My intention for today is to buy myself a blading shoe. Was so damn happy and excited as you can see from my previous post. After Geroge's lesson, I pack my bag with super duper fast speed, click on shut down and POOF~ I am at the bus stop waiting for 963 to take 171 to take 812 and then walk to Street 61, 646. Up to Ben's place, chatted with him hell loads. He sang me some love songs into my ear. *giggles*

Okay, the above paragraph isn't what you guys should be focusing on.. I went 3 places today to look for my skating shoes. And damn it, none of them sell. HA HA HA! Laugh lor. WTF! Was damn sad la. We even took a cab here and there searching for the shoes. DAMN SAD I TELL YOU! Sigh, jogging again tomorrow. Boooohoooooooooooo! :'(

So.. Ben and I decided to shop around. And...................

He decided to buy me a Braun Büffel wallet!!

I know la. No big deal! But most importantly it is something that I like, and he is buying it for me!! AND ITS'S NICE LOR AND PINK! Moreover, I need to change my Mango wallet. It is already torn. Ben also gotten himself a Braun Büffel sling bag! We are happy people today! <3









The colors isn't very nice from the pictures. But I swear his bag is so damn fucking cool in real. I love the bag's interior. Awesome cool shyt. Very comfortable texture and soft for the interior. Mine is simple and cool. Nothing else. What do you expect from a wallet? All's the same, except for the brand and the quality.

Anyways, I am still getting my blading shoes. DIE ALSO MUST GET IT. Damn desperate, I know. I really wanna skate.. :(

Sigh. School's tomorrow. Damn sian. What to do? Study lor. But why? I don't know, adult says so. Do we have a choice? No.

Any weekends job? Need $$.

Damn happy! Hehehehehehehehehehe. I can't sleep tonight.

Thank you my Bebe. HAHAHAHAHA! Thats what you asked me to call you just now. And you'll be calling me BB. Like BB cream you know? LOL! So lame. Whatever it is, thank you my Ben Ja Min boy for getting me a wallet. And it is like much more expensive (to us, shut up if you're rich) than the one I got you. Damn fucking love it. Mwahs~

Love.

***

Cigars in the summertime under the sky by the light,i can feel you read my mind says (11:23 PM):
Man Utd 0-1 Chelsea (1994) Wednesday 4 Nov, 1pm
Man Utd 3-3 Chelsea (2000) Thursday 5 Nov, 5pm
Chelsea 2-2 Man Utd (2002) Friday 6 Nov,
ask ur bro watch out

HAHAHAHAHAAA! Ya ya, Frank LAMpard.

affection

Me: Happy Anniversary.

You: Happy Anniversary to you too, baby. :)

too good to be true!

THIS IS DAMN HOT!!!! *fans myself* WOOOOLALALALALAAAA~~~~ Damn good looking! How can it be?!?!?! My type my type! Hehe! ^^