Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Reminisces...
Like any other kind of love, friendship can be lost within our lives due to neglect or anger or, sometimes, simply circumstances. However it is lost, we often lose a part of ourselves that can never quite be recovered.
That was me 2 years ago. My life suck to the fucking core when this picture was taken when we hang out over at Zar's place. Everyday after school walked the extra mile to his place because all of us needed our nicotine badly. When it rains, we would run through the park like some crazy mothefuckers shouting & whatever shit that you guys can think of. Talked about everything under the sun with these bunch of awesome guys. Boobs, asses.. Whatever you name it..
I miss those times when we skipped school and hang out at Zar's place.
I miss those times when we drink at his place.
I miss those times when we're bored, we would go over his place to chill.
I miss those times when we watch horror movies and shouting like idiots.
I miss those times when our life were very screwed to the max but we enjoy every moment of it.
I miss those times when they piggyback me.
I miss those times we would all hide under the blanket and play shits things.
I miss those times when you guys cracked fucked up jokes.
I miss those times when we would all snuggle up behind the blanket and sing songs.
I miss those times when the room is neon blue in color and everyone is super high.
I miss those times those loud music were playing throughout the whole night.
I miss those times when they left me crying behind while they were walking in front.
I miss those times when they were there for me.
I miss those times when I first got drunk that night at their chalet.
I miss those times when we were laughing our ass off when Dai did stupid things.
I miss those times when you cycle me home.
I miss those times when you guys cheated while playing ban luck because I kept winning.
I miss those times when we set unrealistic dreams.
I miss those times when always order MAC in the night.
I miss everything of you guys..
Things changes. I really do miss those times. Sigh.
I've not met you guys for a very very very long time.. :(
I don't know whether to be happy for you. Seriously.. I really don't know. I felt as though I have lost as a friend. So far away from me and Ben. So far away...It has been 2 years. 2 years you left. And now.. The decision you made will change everything forever and ever.
It is not gonna be the same anymore.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Wonderful time spent with Ben Ja Min.
Met Ben in the late afternoon yesterday. Had our late lunch over at Yishun's Delifrance before heading over to Vivo. Yes, you guys may think that why Delifrance and not others like Swensens?! You're so wrong. I think Deli definitely taste better than Swensens! The last time I went Swensens was 2 years ago. And it was a nightmare for both me and Ben. The steak was as hard as a rock. Damn it. I was having my braces then. To think that my braces didn't snap. AND THEIR SERVICE WAS DAMN LOUSY! Those fucking ti tus. Therefore, I stronly prefer Delifrance! :D
Anyways, we had each a set lunch. And it is super worth it! Coffee/Tea, Soup of the day, Main Course and Dessert for only $7.90 or $11.90! Don't wanna publicize much for them cuz they also never pay me. HAHAHAHAA! But it is worth it. :) Worth trying.
Ben had beef meatballs spaghetti! I love love love love the sauce for his spaghetti. I forgot to take a picture tho. Yum yum yum!
Took a bus down straight to Vivo. Hahahaha! An hours ride. Love taking bus rides. I hate MRT! Hate it! Went to TANGS and bought him a wallet for his super late birthday present. Oppsie! Initially I thought of getting him a Braun Buffel wallet. But he thinks that it is too expensive so eliminate the idea of getting him the Braun Buffel wallet. Walked around TANGS to search for his desired wallet. Had a hard time choosing between Renoma and Pierre Cardin. In the end, he chose Renoma~~~ I liked the other design but he insist on getting the simple design. Bahhhhh~ Anyways, it is his liking that is more important. HAHAHAHA! Also not my wallet~~ LOL!
Ben: Ok ok.
*Give me that stupid look in the picture*
Me: Wa lao~ Machiam not happy like that. KNS! Like being force like that lor.
Walked aimlessly around Vivo and Ben say that he wanted to catch a movie. Watched Land of the Lost. Totally not nice. Worst movie of Will Ferrel. Totally cannot make it. So lame. But the jokes Will Ferrel cracked is funny la! LOL!!
Had our very late dinner at Khatib. Took a cab home together with Ben aftermath. :) Simple day spent together! <3
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Peek-A-Boo!
Hello, I am back with pictures! Some pictures were taken long long time ago. So yah. It will be a picture post. :D
So.. Ben said that he will cook something for me the other day. So we went over to Cold Storage over at Yishun and bought the ingredients needed.
And... The dish he will be cooking is... SALMON! Baked SALMON! My all time favorite salmon!!! Yum yum yum! The salmon tasted so gooooood that I think I can finish up 2 whole big fillet! Yummmmo!
The marination.
Chopped broccoli. You will have to saute it together with olive oil and butter. If you insist on not putting in butter, the overall product of the broccoli will be very dry. It will be good if you put in a small amount of salt, a pinch of pepper and butter! Any kind of butter will do. :)
Pan fry it so that the skin of the salmon will be crispy. Approximately after 3-4 mins of pan frying, put the salmon on a tray and bake it in the oven for 5 mins. Not more or less than 5 mins. Make sure it is 5 mins!!!
Our tomato soup! It was actually from HEINZ. :D
Yummmmy! The overall dish of our Baked Salmon! When you put the salmon into your mouth, it will melt!!! YES, MELT! Like an ice cream. This is hooooow good it was. Simply yummo!
Ingredients needed for the salmon dish:
Total price for all ingredients: $30+
That 2 freaking fillet of salmon cost us 18bucks! But it is definitely worth the price. :D If you were to eat salmon over at a restaurant, it might cost you 18 - 20 bucks PER SERVING. This does not even include soup plus GST plus service charge lor! :X Some more the salmon fillet weighs around 300g. You go see if restaurant will give you 300g salmon or not. LOL!! Aiya, overall its worth it la!
The satisfying us!
KIKI!!
Anyways, I attended Sean&Cat's solemnization! :D Happy for you guys.
The newly wedded couple!
THE SUPER TALKATIVE WEI CHUN!!!!
Anyways, after everything the 3 of us waited for Sean&Cat and their Mom for dinner. The rest of the clique went home.
Walked around The Central to kill time~~~ Spent 5 hours there laughing and chatting away. Finally met up with Sean&Cat and their Mom. Walked to Hooters to have our dinner. :D
Wa lao, the girls on the menu si bei enticing sia. See them full liao. Don't need order the food. LOL!!!
WOOOOO~ Full liao right?! LOL!
The two very happy men. HAHAHAHAAA! See buttock full liao lor~ See that tiko Wei Chun. LOL!!!
Most of the waitresses is filipino. Yeah.. I think those girls not hot enough. I believe can be hotter la. But I don't think SG allow the girls to get any hotter than that. HAHAHAA! Eh, ang moh one super BIG ONE LEH! Both in front and back kan phua fucking huge to the max. SG one so small. NO FIGHT LA! :X
Their chicken wings very nice. But turn cold quite fast. :X
Wa lao, everytime I look nice in the picture, he dont look nice. When I dont look nice, he look nice. Boohoo!
PHEW!
I've finally finished blogging EVERYTHING!!
This week super hectic. Very tired. Not enough sleep. Have to do so many things. I told Ben last night that I am not gonna meet him or step out of my house. I neeeed my rest!! Bah. And I need to accompany KiKi loh~ That poor little imp.
And I hope next week will be a very relaxing week. :D On Monday I am gonna go shopping with Ben! Yeahhh! Tomorrow gonna go prawning at Khatib. SO lame. WEI CHUN LA~~~~ -.- Waste time only~ Cheh~~ Bring your gf along la! ^^
BYE!
So.. Ben said that he will cook something for me the other day. So we went over to Cold Storage over at Yishun and bought the ingredients needed.
And... The dish he will be cooking is... SALMON! Baked SALMON! My all time favorite salmon!!! Yum yum yum! The salmon tasted so gooooood that I think I can finish up 2 whole big fillet! Yummmmo!
Ingredients needed for the salmon dish:
- Salmon
- Broccoli
- Masterfood Salmon Seasoning
- Salt
- Pepper
- Butter
Total price for all ingredients: $30+
That 2 freaking fillet of salmon cost us 18bucks! But it is definitely worth the price. :D If you were to eat salmon over at a restaurant, it might cost you 18 - 20 bucks PER SERVING. This does not even include soup plus GST plus service charge lor! :X Some more the salmon fillet weighs around 300g. You go see if restaurant will give you 300g salmon or not. LOL!! Aiya, overall its worth it la!
Anyways, I attended Sean&Cat's solemnization! :D Happy for you guys.
Anyways, after everything the 3 of us waited for Sean&Cat and their Mom for dinner. The rest of the clique went home.
Walked around The Central to kill time~~~ Spent 5 hours there laughing and chatting away. Finally met up with Sean&Cat and their Mom. Walked to Hooters to have our dinner. :D
Most of the waitresses is filipino. Yeah.. I think those girls not hot enough. I believe can be hotter la. But I don't think SG allow the girls to get any hotter than that. HAHAHAA! Eh, ang moh one super BIG ONE LEH! Both in front and back kan phua fucking huge to the max. SG one so small. NO FIGHT LA! :X
Their chicken wings very nice. But turn cold quite fast. :X
PHEW!
I've finally finished blogging EVERYTHING!!
This week super hectic. Very tired. Not enough sleep. Have to do so many things. I told Ben last night that I am not gonna meet him or step out of my house. I neeeed my rest!! Bah. And I need to accompany KiKi loh~ That poor little imp.
And I hope next week will be a very relaxing week. :D On Monday I am gonna go shopping with Ben! Yeahhh! Tomorrow gonna go prawning at Khatib. SO lame. WEI CHUN LA~~~~ -.- Waste time only~ Cheh~~ Bring your gf along la! ^^
BYE!
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Busy beeeeee.
Just some random updates.
I've been enjoying my holidays to the fullest because it is gonna end in a blink of an eye. :D
Ben's birthday is a blast. Because I managed to surprise him! Awesome idea I've got and thanks to Louis! (No pictures tho')
I've been exercising hell lots lately!! Bahh! And I am perspiring like a fucking mad woman on the run when I finished my workout. Total shiokness because I know I am shedding the fats away bit by bit. Running with KiKi on the leash together with my Sis at 9am later on. :)
I am gonna cut my hair short again tomorrow. Gonna buy my lens over at Chong Pang tomorrow with Ben. I pray to ti gong that my hair will be nice.
And.. I CAN'T WAIT FOR FRIDAY BECAUSE IT WILL BE SEAN & CAT'S SOLEMNIZATION CEREMONY! TEEHEEEE! I bet Cat is getting all excited now because it is just a day away! Right??? And Cat, you have yet to tell me the ring incident. Heeeee! :D
Something to be joyful for.. My dad strike 4D!!!!! WOOHOOO! And it is quite a big sum. YESSSSSSSSS! I heard ka-chings coming in!
Bro is getting a car.
Alright.
Till then.
I've been enjoying my holidays to the fullest because it is gonna end in a blink of an eye. :D
Ben's birthday is a blast. Because I managed to surprise him! Awesome idea I've got and thanks to Louis! (No pictures tho')
I've been exercising hell lots lately!! Bahh! And I am perspiring like a fucking mad woman on the run when I finished my workout. Total shiokness because I know I am shedding the fats away bit by bit. Running with KiKi on the leash together with my Sis at 9am later on. :)
I am gonna cut my hair short again tomorrow. Gonna buy my lens over at Chong Pang tomorrow with Ben. I pray to ti gong that my hair will be nice.
And.. I CAN'T WAIT FOR FRIDAY BECAUSE IT WILL BE SEAN & CAT'S SOLEMNIZATION CEREMONY! TEEHEEEE! I bet Cat is getting all excited now because it is just a day away! Right??? And Cat, you have yet to tell me the ring incident. Heeeee! :D
Something to be joyful for.. My dad strike 4D!!!!! WOOHOOO! And it is quite a big sum. YESSSSSSSSS! I heard ka-chings coming in!
Bro is getting a car.
Alright.
Till then.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Love it!
I love my eye makeup today! Shimmery gold and dark dark purple. The purple is almost to the color of black. Yeah! Loooove it! For the bottom, I used dark purple and shimmery white. :D
LOL! I am getting sick of the navy blue color. So I decided to have a change of colors for my eyes. :D And my MAC strobe cream is gonna finish soon. Bahhhh~ Means.. I have to spend money again. Sobs. Why am I a girl.
Everyone says I look tired. Am I? Actually I do feel exhausted. I have not been home for the last weekend and this week. I just come home to sleep and in the morning, I am out again. The worst thing is I reach home almost midnight everyday. Just like staying in a hotel.. I need to stay home and accompany KiKi already. Poor little imp.
I went over to CY place yesterday. Awesome! <3
I am gonna rest my eyes now. :)
Rest well everybodeh~
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Teeheeeeee!
OMGOMGOMGOMG!! Ben's birthday is arriving in 6 days time! Wooooohoooo! I wonder how will we be celebrating it.
I bet bet bet bet it's gonna be fun!
Job training tomorrow! :) Will be working over at Expo for 4 days together with Ben, Louis and SooSian. :D I hear some ka-chings coming in~ Hahahahahaa!
I think I'll be very busy this & next week. So yeah.. Remember to keep coming back for more updates!
Tata!
Sunday, June 7, 2009
What is the first thing that come to your mind?
Just going to share a story with you guys that my friend told me.
There was once this pretty deer that was incredibly jealous of the lioness's wildly acclaimed beauty. No matter which animal she asked, everyone would say that the lioness was the most beautiful of all. She wanted every animal to hate her and hatched a plan. So one night, when the lioness was asleep, the deer went to bruise and cut herself badly and knelt down beside the lioness. The next day, all the animals immediately assumed that the lioness had injured the deer with the intention to eat her. No one knew that in actual fact, the deer was the mastermind..
Isn't it scary how the animals automatically assume things? After hearing this, I wonder how many people out there behave like that too.
What happened to the lioness in the end? It's up to you. Do you really think that the lioness will give up just like that? :)
This story can relate to my current situation that I am in. I am not here to seek sympathy, but just to write out the actual fact that had happened; my side of the story.
Maybe I was dumb or I was naive to think that things would change for the better. I thought that I was thinking too much but little did I know that I am not thinking too much anymore. Many people were only listening to your side of the story. But who is gonna be listening to mine? I've not told anyone about it, until NOW.
I forgive you many times for whatever things that you did to me, knowing that you did not did it on purpose. But I was wrong, apparently.
I am not here to seek sympathy from anyone of you. Nor did I want everyone to be siding me. But I feel that I need my justice. Every time when I told myself not to self pity is for a reason.
I do not want others to see me weak.
I do not want others to see me crying.
I want to appear strong in front of every one of you.
Recently, there is this current project that we have. Yes, the dateline is still far away but do you know the decision a person make will jeopardize other people's future? When I asked how the project was going on on Monday, you said that we will be discussing it over on Wednesday. I took the initiative to ask you when and what time are we meeting but on Tuesday, you did not even tell me what time to meet for the Wednesday’s discussion. On Thursday I received ground breaking news! You have already approach the lecturer on Monday itself. And why did you tell us that we are meeting on Wednesday for the project discussion when you actually wanted a change of group. Aren’t you wasting everyone’s time? The best part is when the lecturer ask you..
Lecturer: “So do you still want to split group?”
You merely answered
You: I don’t know.
“I don’t know?” Haven’t you decided on it when you approached the lecturer on Monday? Since you have already made the decision why did you want to keep us in the dark? If I did not have trusted my instincts and approached the lecturer to talk about the project how long will you be keeping us in the dark? Till the submission of project?
I was indeed dumbfounded. Why in the first place you told me you wanted to discuss it? Why in the first place you said that you are already working on the project? Why in the first place that you wanted to do this to us? Why? Why didn't you tell me that you wanted to split in the first place when I asked you how the project is going on? Why must you be doing this?
If I did not approach the lecturer would you even tell me that you guys wanted to split and work on the other topic? Would you? Please think that over yourself.
Do you really want me to be in my wits end and then you will be feeling happy? Do you really want to see me die and you're gonna be elated? When you did these things have you ever thought that how the both of us (NOT just me) will be feeling?
Have I not been treating you as a friend? If I did not even treasure this friendship in the first place, I would have leave you with not a single point for the previous projects that you had not been contributing much. Did I even do that? No, I did not. Because I still treat you as a friend.
Because of these projects, you cried to others that I am being angry with you. You cried to so many others that I am bullying you. But did I even tell anyone about it? Did I not cry and carry on with the project till the next morning that you couldn't manage to complete? I went back to school with heat rash all over my face and body the next morning. Did I even complain a single bit? You said that you're sick and you did not go to school last minute. When I asked you to send me the things that you did, you just merely copied everything down from what she did. Less than a page write up.. The both of us practically went pale. But the thing is, am I not sick that day? I still did go to school because I feel that it is my job to complete the project and hand it up because it was already the last day. If I am not there, she will be doing the project all alone by herself.
I am a human afterall. I have got feelings. I have got feelings on what you did to me.
Whatever you did… I am basically…almost speechless. Seriously.
Like what Ben said, Buddhism believes in Karma. What goes around comes around.
And I know you have been reading my blog for this whole week hoping to see what I have written. I have finally written my piece from the bottom of my heart.
Believe me or not, it is not my business anymore. I am sick of everything. Everything that others see me as.
And, I don't understand why you need to be doing this. What did I even do to you?
Just stop telling others the way I am not anymore. Just stop.
P.S. It took me a lot of courage to write this entry. So if you, the reader, opt to believe in the other party, then I have nothing else to say; there will always be 2 sides to a coin. I am only saying this ONCE to get this off my chest.
This is my blog. If you don’t like what I write, please leave. Thank you.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Niga Higa!!!!!
Wooooo!
Im so gonna try this burger. HAHAHA!
But wait.. My mouth's too small.
Hmm..
I think, I have to take away and go home to enjoy this...
CARLS JUNIOR PORTABELLO MUSHROOM BURGER!
Teehee!
11 more days!
WOOOOHOOOOOOO!!
I bet it's gonna be fun fun fun!
Can't wait!!
Hopefully all of his friends would be able to attend his birthday. :D
Like JJ and all~
Hahahahaa!
Yeap!
Another day has gone.
And I am not alone.
How could this be?
Cuz everyone's with me. :)
Note to self: Be a better person! Do not self pity.
What goes around, comes around. :)
I can't wait for Monday's paper to end!!!!! Like Monday, could you please arrive as soon as possible? Like duh! *rolls eyes* I believe everyone have been waiting for this day to come by! Let it be a quickie! So that I can enjoy my days with my wonderful love ones!
Have a nice day everyone! :)
Nights!
p/s let me sort out whats on my mind and a proper post will be up! pardon me!!!!!
Monday, June 1, 2009
Yiipie YAY!
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