Goodbye

I'm gonna miss Ben & Kiki badly. 

Emotional wrecked.

I hate it when I'm drowning myself with negative emotions.

Flu and cough is the best combination on Earth. Still tolerable.

Migraine's the worst. For the whole of today, I'm feeling so dreamy. 

I hate the way you replied your message and your fucking ego.

Why is the guys around me all fucked up this month?

Chiken mcnugget.

I swear I'm at the bottom peak these few days. 

Anyways, school's out!

YAY YAY YAY

Submitted my project and I'm feeling so carefree now! No more worries and whatsoever!

The feeling, damn shiok!

Need to find a job now. 

Sometimes.. I just feel like ending this relationship.

Period.

No, please no.

This isn't the time to fall sick.

Checked the weather forecast over at Taiwan. The min is at 16°C.

I wonder how am I gonna survive if I am not recovered by then.

Bad day.

Gonna do my report now and I'll be ready for submission tomorrow.

Ciao!

p/s i can't stop reading books of romance.

This is bullshit.

I am not obliged to do things just because you wanted me to. This is fucking bullshit. You think your sister-in-law's brother is godly? Cmon, grow up please. I wanna play fair and thats it. If you wanna think that I am stubborn & stupid for not making the "right" decision, I'm sorry dad, you don't know me well. In any case, if you still choose to fucking ignore me & not respect me decision, you'll gain nothing out of it but loss of my respect. 


I'm your daughter and you should support my decision and vice versa. 


Just because I took a longer route than many other people, it doesn't mean that I'm stupid and slow. It is just that I am taking a longer time than others. Thats it! What's wrong with that? Now I am making something out of it to do you proud, there you go listening to others paternal side's relatives whats not. This is a major disappointment. 


And please, respect ME, MY decision why I did not want to call David Wong because I feel that it isn't fair. So what if he is some big shot? I believe in myself. I believe that I can and will be able to further my studies. I worked hard for it and my effort paid off. This feeling, you'll never understand. I will never succumb to fate, I will make it happen the way I wanted it to be. I will make it.


All these, you never understand instead you listened to what your sister say. Ask her to kindly fuck off & mind her own business. And dad, for your information, I feel that our relationship had been improving but what you said today made me realize, there isn't any connection between me and you at all. Afterall, this relationship between us had never improved & we had never understand each other at all. So much for a joke. 

DAD, you're a major disappointment. 

And, to your sister, you wait and see. I'll make it big one day and PWN all of you. I don't need any Tom, Dick, Harry or David Wong to get a place. Don't fucking doubt my ability. If you're so free, please help out at SPCA. They needed your help more than I do. Thanks and fuck you.

It has been long.

You know you're in love when you don't wanna go to sleep at night because your life is better than a dream.

How about a 90/10?

Is there any possibility that your enemy become your friend?
Is there?
Would YOU want your enemy to be your friend?
An enemy you loathe so much, whom you always tell tales behind it's back, hate the sight of it and make fun of it, become your friend?
If they were to became best of the best of the best friends.
I can reckon that they are a bunch of brainless fuck one of a kind hypocrite.
Yes or no?
I never know such people existed until I met one quite a few today.

Fuck flash over yeah?!

Boy, I love your moley.

I am submitting my Flash Project soon. C'mon, cheer with me man! This is totally awesome! The layers and layers and layers of drawings is fuckingshityoz. Nevertheless, I kinda enjoy the stress that I've been put through. Totally shiokz! 

Gonna start on a new book soon. Almost Heaven, a birthday gift from Tiff. Read chapter 1 & stopped reading because I'm afraid I couldn't stop. Oh yeah, gotta return the books to the library tomorrow! 

School's at 8 tomorrow. I'm fucking exhausted. I slept less than 4 hours today and I doubt I could sleep early tonight. Moreover, dad got into a mini accident with a bus. Don't worry, he's alright & he's currently on MC for 5 days. Wow. No free transportation to school for 8am lesson. Argh!! I have to squeeze in the train & bus again. 

I can feel the heat and I'm downing myself with lots of plain water. I can sense that I'm falling sick soon. Please, noooooo! Taiwan in 4 days time people! Prepare to receive gifts! THAT will be probably some delicacies from there. Not gonna buy soft toys, key chains and whatsoever. Totally pointless & er-hem needless to say, useless. So don't pin any high hopes on me buying you wow wow gifts and make you wow wow. I'll definitely buy food back. I think it's more practical & I love sharing nice food! Probably getting some masks, clothes, make ups (heard that it's damn dirt cheap at SASA!) & whatever I fancy there for myself. HOPEFULLY. & I gotta start save up for my bangkok trip already. Wanted to buy so many things with my ang bao money and yet I can't. 

Kbye!

Longchamp!

Very chio, me want.

Pasta Pizza

True love never leaves the heart, so if you don't love me now, you didn't love me then.

Louis & Ben brought me to MS for the superbly "nice" pasta.
It's a disappointment man. PLEASE, I think Pastamania taste better lor!
BUT! I must admit that the stingray is really nice. Hehe! The chef is really good looking.
Rented a room & dvd for only 11bucks!
It's a really nice ambience & I slept there for almost an hour.

No mood. Bye.

LOVE

忽然之間　天昏地暗　世界可以忽然什麼都沒有
我想起了你　再想到自己
我為什麼總在非常脆弱的時候　懷念你
我明白　太放不開你的愛　太熟悉你的關懷
分不開　想你算是安慰還是悲哀
而現在　就算時針都停擺　就算生命像塵埃
分不開　我們也許反而更相信愛
如果這天地　終究都會消失
不想一路走來珍惜的回憶　沒有你

Now!

I

Need

To

Fucking

Complete 

My

Flash 

Proj

That 

I

Am

So

Unwilling

To.

Pasta on Friday! Yay, I'm so looking forward! 

How can you say no to him?

♥

Photo taken by Nokia e72, not edited.

Not bad, color quality is nice!

Better than samsung.

Finally something amazed me at FEP!

Met my forever ever ever later than me boyfriend at Lavender to collect his passport on Monday.
I bet he's gonna kp me when he saw this sentence.
I don't care! It's a fact that I've always been waiting for him & yet he still dare to claim that he's waiting for me everytime.
Eyes open big big and tell lies sia this person!

Anyways, the person asked us to come back at 1pm to collect his passport (cb, wait again!).
Headed over to Beach Rd & wanted to have their beef soup noodle & it's closed! :(
So I ate this look nice but put in mouth not very nice kind of chix chop rice.
Collected his passport & cabbed to 313 again. Hehe!
F21 again! This time, empty handed. Boooo!
Went to those jat palang shop & gotten myself 2 tops. Love it!

Orchard Central next & walked around aimlessly. Damn happy with the environment there because NO PPL! Wahahahahahaaa!
Bought heels & a bag.
Thread my brows at Vaani! 10.7 is totally worth it!
Saw a tattoo shop Primitive Ink & I asked them whats the price if I wanna touch up my sparrow.
ONLY 120!!!! 20 bucks more for a more professionalism ink. Me want!

And my very very hiao bf wants to get a basic long sleeved top. Super hiam okay this person! Walk here & there to fucking search for his stupid top. Tsk!!!
Finally he settled himself with a top from River Island & another top from Zara.

Super young Ben.

& this meatball soup from FEP is totally ooowwwhhhh! Fucking delicious! And their spicy fishball with cabbage is OMG heavenly!

That is something from FEP that amazed me. Finally something nice~

BYE!

Overdue!

You can either tell yourself, 'It's too hard, I don't think I'll be able to do it,' or 'Yes, I can do this. Let me at it!’ Only a fine line separates the two. But I'll tell you one thing: if you work like crazy, you'll come to display capabilities that you never knew you had--potentials that you always possessed, but never tapped.

Josei Toda

I guess I haven't been updating much on this space these days. 

Life's mundane ever since we stopped having CAs (don't have to urge to chiong anymore) & what's more? 

PROJECT!!

I seriously dislike the flash project that we're deemed to hand in. I don't find any reason why it is linked with BIT. 

Whatever it is, I'll do my best to finish up the project & enjoy my days in Taiwan for 5 days in 2 weeks time. Hee!

Can't wait to shop & munch on their delicacies there! I bet it will be a super fun trip with my not-so-funny cousin. LOL!

Ironic.

Last Thursday, I met my Mom at Yishun after my lesson & the both of us headed down to SSC to shop.

Well, there isn't much things to shop there except for Cotton On that my Mom is very keen to buy me things from there but I rejected & some bras business that's going on between us. 

Bought 3 new set bras. Yay! 

& we head over to Hk tearoom for dinner!

Since my birthday's coming, my Mom bought me....

LANVIN Eclat D'Arpege!!!!!!

It is what I always wanted but I don't wanna buy because it's fucking expensive. 

Remember I asked my Sis to help me get the duty free one since she's flying to HK last year? 

She said the price is much more expensive than the ones at SASA or TANGS/Departmental Stores.

I'm wondering why is this so. So I told my Sis not to buy it since it isn't worth the money when it is supposed to be duty free!!

Whatever it is, I've already brought this darling home & now it's MINE! 

MINE MINE MINE!

Their food is really yummeh. I forgot the name of the restaurant but it's located at 3rd floor of SSC, beside Ajisen.

AND GUESS WHAT?!

It's my dearest cousin, FIONA'S BIRTHDAY!

She's only older than my by a day. HOW COOL IS THAT?!

The only thing is that.. The both of us got a totally different personality even though we're both Aquarians.

HEE!

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY, NANA!!

Lurb eu mani mani.

Lucks for your exam next week!

Know that you dislike red, so I changed the color of the font to blue!

New love.

My new love from Dad. 

New song & Club.

So lurb this new song!

Yeah, I know! I have not been updating much on this space.
There will be photos up soon!

I wanna club on my birthday but it falls on the eve of Chinese New Year. Don't know will huat or not this time. So heng. LOL!
Dad has been sibei hardworking every week buying my birth date. Hahahahahaaa!

Wait till I'm 21 then I'll got buy 4D or maybe Toto. WAHAHAHAAA!
People say that there will be beginner luck leh. I want test this theory! LOL!
But hor, I think I'm quite an unlucky person. NVM.
But so far, this year has been a smooth sailing year for me. SB like.

I'm finally done with CNY clothings.
I'm aiming this particular bag from River Island. Whopping 130bucks!
But.. I wanna buy the VS speedy bag more. :(
Using my ang bao money and goooooo for either 1 of the bag.
Hopefully got sales after CNY lor.

OH OH OH!

& I'll be going to Taiwan in 2 weeks time!
FUN TAIWAN~

Catch the culprit FAST!

There's this man who use uses a knife to slash women's face and neck in Yishun!!!!

Damn scary.

And it's kinda near to place. Okay la. Not very near but it is a walking distance.

Moreover, my place is kinda deserted here. Who knows his hiding place is around my area.

Oh yeah, the police still have not caught that insane man la!!!!

I feel that we, women's life are in danger. 

Better catch that man ASAP sia. He's one siao peh. 

I scared scared.

Geu de wana ha~

Click to enlarge!

He may not buy me expensive stuffs like what many other guys did.

He may not be spending his time with me 24/7 like what many other guys did.

He may not be the sweetest like some other guys did.

He may not be as rich as many other guys are.

All I know...

Is that he love me wholeheartedly like not many other guys did..

Feeling not so good.

Yesterday is Bennifer's 4 Years 5 Months of sweet sweet sexy love. Yum.

We don't intend to celebrate it anyway. It was just so coincidence that his off day is on a Monday and it just so happens that it's the 1st day of the month. 

Met him at Lavender to make his stupid non of my biz passport. I'm very kind to accompany him lor. BRING ME TO BKK LA! Repay my kindness. Hehe!

Yada

Dada

Yada

Trained to Somerset. 

F21 F21 F21. Zara Zara Zara. Mango Mango Mango.

Only bought a pants from F21. More of for my trip to Taiwan. -.- 

Ben's a smartass. Bring me go eat mix rice which cost us whopping 11odd. Tmd. Not nice somemore!

Hunt for Sean's daughter, baby Chloe's 1st Month gift. Checked.

Went FEP. LOL. Am not surprised that I didn't get anything there. HA HA HA. Bu mei. Bu hao kan. 

Cabbed to MS. Bought a oversized top from Zara. Lub it. 

Had so much fun. Love it. Love it.

Idk what else to say. 

Ben die die want eat Thai Express. Sian 1/2. Eat liao instant tummy pain. 

Saw my face so pale decided to train back home. Took a cab back to HSM.

PICTURES LA!

Baking with SS.

End result. Can see cannot eat. LOL!

Many many love to you!

See mirror, so must take a pic. 

Coffee Bean @ Forum. Blueberry muffin. Yum.

Inside joke. LOL

Tom Yum seafood Glass Noodle. Eat liao lao sai! 

Beef kway teow.

Prawn toast. YUMx2.

I'm not done with shopping yet! Probably shopping online better. 

Next Monday will be another shopping trip with Ben again. My loots added up don't even cost more than his Levis jeans la! Fucking rich hor somebodee. You owe me my vest from F21! 

I NEED SWEE SWEE MEI MEI NICE NICE CLOTHES! WHERE?!

I not feeling well. Buaiz.

My police dog. 

Kwonnieee!

My boyfriend.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA!