Serenity; Sis hearts

Serenity Spanish bar with Sis last Friday. It was an awesome catch up. Food was good, ambience is superb and what's more? Company was great! Since she seldom come back and is now staying over at her friend's house, talking to her is at its minimum. And haha, she owe me this meal! :P 

We talked a lot. About everything. And no words can describe how I love her. 

Now, for the food. Like I said, its good. Had paella, seafood tomato soup and meatballs! 

And I've been watching Lie to Me lately. Heard it during CNY from my cousins that it is very nice! So decided to watch it and no doubt, it is fucking awesome. Even Ben (who don't usually watch dramas) is watching it now too! Trust me, it is really good and the british actor is so charming. He is not those pretty boy face but I just find him charming. Hahahahahaha! Anyway, my 2 top list for dramas now is Lie to Me and Modern Family. Whenever I watch Modern Fam I will always laugh my ass off la! Especially the gay parents! Hahahahaha! 

Okay~ Me gonna cook maggi now and then continue my drama! 

Stressed

I'm feeling rather stress lately. Things hasn't been going in well with my boyboy. I just sense that something is very wrong with him. I don't know why. I just got a feeling that he is leaving me soon. I don't know why I feel this way but I just do. Sigh. And I prayed so hard for it but nothing happen. Why? I know I shouldn't doubt but I had enough of it. The people... I don't wish to condemn but I just feel that thy are kinda forceful. If you think that is the way by making such contributions, I am speechless. Everyone had the rights to choose what kind of contributions they wanna contribute.. But no, I am NOT given a choices of contributions. Just given one and expected me to do it.. What is this? I don't get it. I am starting to lose faith.. Really. And I don't get it by I've been receiving and not contributing? I seriously don't get it. Can someone enlighten me?

Seriously.. If this continues.. I'm afraid I'm leaving everything and leaving you. Sometimes adults' comments doesn't make any fucking sense at all. It's getting too staunch here and I hate it. Blame who? Me? You? Or the people?

Now my top priority is how to survive and my boyboy. Nothing else matter anymore. Not even you.

Cahlee Lice

I miss my boyboy so much. 

Look this at this person behind me. Sleeping like a dead log. Leaving me alone!

Humph. 

2am liao. How?

I want my boyboy to sleep beside me. 

And the worst thing is, I sense that something is wrong. 

Blah~ 

Gems may be precious, but friendship is priceless.

This is the first time ever after so long that both of us took pictures just hours ago. 

She's my "ex-colleague", my bestie and my confidant. 

All 3 in 1 that one will.. Well.. Most probably can't find. 

Everytime when she hears my non stop complains, she will laugh it off and then agree with me.

Well, there are times when she disagrees with me and then follow by her hmmmm.. distinct kind of vulgars that both of us shared. 

I am so happy that the both of us got even closer than before. 

Somehow, we got this connection that both of us can't really figure out.

All I can say is I am really grateful for everything now. 

Life is really great some times when you see it at another point of view. 

Although not much friends but just a few ones who really understand and treasure you is all a person ever need. 

I am really beginning to love my life that I am leading now.

A balance of everything.

All I want is everyone around me to be happy now.

Love.

Boyfie.

Although it is gonna be the 6th year that we have been dating...

I am still super eager to meet him.

I will still laugh at every joke he made although it is damn effing lame.

I am willing to do anything just to make him happy.

I am still very much in love with him.

I am super duper happy and lucky to be with him.

Haha, getting all mushy bushy.

It has been so long.. Totally know him inside out, outside in. 

I still remember, back then, everybody bet that Ben and I will not last at all. Because everyone portray him as as a playboy. Guess he prove you guys damn fucking wrong. Although there were some wrongdoings back then, but it was forgiveness that made everything happened till now. 

Lovelove.