Dear Jen,
sometimes you gotta understand that there are more things for you to worry about. Although all these are just a part of your life, but it's not gonna be for a longrun. Why are you doing all these to destroy yourself bit by bit? And why the fuck would you let others' comments affect you so much when you jolly well knew that you're not that kinda person? Why? You're a strong girl who has gone through so much in life. All these are just some pea sized problems that can be solved with a blink of an eye. I believe you will be better tomorrow. You always felt better the next day. So what are these to you? So stop thinking too much because it is fucking getting you nowhere. Moreover, your life is just at its peak.. Why make yourself to be at the bottom again? It isn't worth it.
You gotta understand. The life you want it to be every single day will not be fulfilled everytime. Cuz you jolly well knew that people has to take in shits to make them grow. So now Jen, you're taking in shits yourself to make yourself even stronger. That's good.
So get up again and say FUCK YEAH.
Sincerely,
Jen.