I feel unwanted sometimes.

lurve moi boifwen.

Super grateful.
Super love him.
Super boifwen.

I'm seriously wondering who are these people speaking in Malay in my tagboard!

Maybe they are bots from some kind of website but it's weird! The webby I clicked on contain no virus nor whatsoever! So who the hell are they?!

Anyway im sick. So terrible horrible! The sore in my throat is really killing me everytime when I'm just swallowing my saliva. I don't even feel like opening my mouth to speak. It is that painful. :(

Oh shucks! I totally forgot about the honey lemon in my bag! It was supposed to be refrigerated! :(

And I'm damn pissed. KTPH did not bank my money. I think it was probably cuz I didn't print out the form to sign. But nevertheless! Every month they WOULD have collected the monthly punchcards and would have found something amiss when they didn't see my form what! Help me print out will die meh?! Just tally with the punchcard will do and pay me as usual. Unless they don't bother checking and just throw my punchcard!! Moreover, I didn't even work for a month! How do u want me to print out the form?! The form thing is seriously stupid! Bloody hell, I did work for a few days during aug and they fucking pay me. If not I'll go there and make a scene.

Irresponsible as it is. This simply shows they don't care about their workers at all. And maybe their patients too! No wonder so many complains.

Better fucking pay me!


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Sometimes I just wish I can voice out any thoughts that was running through my mind without hurting.. But humans always "choose" to listen to nice things. Hell to that. 

I did something really really guilty that whenever I think of it, it really disgust me. No confessions, no no no. Don't bother asking, I wont say,.

I've been clubbing more this year. I dont wanna it to become a habit that I need to club every week. But I just love to go club and dance to the rhythm and be crazy. Bad. This is bad. I shouldn't even be doing it. Was forcing bf to club with me so that I can enjoy myself and not be wary of the surroundings. Like I can have fun without any worries.. But he refused to and always give me the look. The look as in don't fucking ask me to club, I hate it.. Well, I shall stop for the time being and see how it goes. The last time really scares me cuz I felt numbness. And I don't even know what did I said to ben on the phone. 

And well, no words can describe how much I love my sibs. They are the best people on earth that really cares about me and I can share anything with.. Felt fortunate, really. 

I need to rant about something but I'm afraid that people will misunderstand me and they cant really sense my tone in the post. 

6th

When all goes wrong and my life runs amok,

I think of you, and I get unstuck;

In the midst of chaos, you make my heart sing;

You're my peace, my happiness, my everything.

Happy 6th anniversary to Bennifer!!!

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