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Didn't fag at all after my return from Bintan. And now I need it so much. Because of you.

I just hope that this will end quickly because I know I can't take it anymore.

I am back.

Yoohooooo! I am back from Bintan. Ok, I was back from Bintan last evening!

It... was not a very nice trip I must say. I'll tell you more when I feel like blogging again and with pictures!

Baby, can we go Desaru instead of Bintan if we want a getaway? Baby please...

Almost Heaven

So.. My cousin bought me this romance book from Judith Mcnaught on my birthday this year. I only started reading it now because hehe, I've got all the time in the world now! 

Everytime, when I start picking up this book and read the first few pages, I will put it down and go do other stuffs. But for today, I sat down and read and read and read and the more exciting it got because I wanted to know the past and what happened. Hahahahahaaa! It is a very different book from what I always read. Like.. for example P.S I love you is totally different from this book. I don't know how to put it in words but yeah, what my cousin said is true. This author is totally worth your time flipping through chapters and chapters of her book. Thumbs up! 

Anyway I'm leaving Bintan in the morning tomorrow for a short getaway! This book comes just in time because it will be tanning at the beach with a book and a drink and an Itouch! TEEHEEE! Oh, I will be trying snorkelling for the very first time of my life and I reckon will be the last. I super dislike the sea and whats more.. I can't swim. :( But its a lifetime experience and the underwater world is so much of a difference on land. Por pi everything goes well. I tell ya, I super scared!

I'll be back on a Sunday night. So yeah.. Can't even meet Ben for a short while. :( 12 days didn't get to see him. 

Alright, take care everyone! Hehehehehehehe!

For you, Benji

I've never felt so blessed to be with the man I love so much. Everyday, this feelings grow and it has never stopped growing.  

He is the man, that watched me fall and see me grow. 

He is the man, that I always share my problems with.

He is the man, that always listen to me whenever something is troubling me.

He is the man, that taught me so many things that I've never known.

He is the man, that loves kiki as much as I do.

He is the man, that cooks my favourite dishes.

He is the man, that will always be my side.

He is the man, that love me with all his heart.

He is the man, that always give me hope.

He is the man... That made me.. Become.. Who I am today..

Thank you so much Ben.

A little update

Went shopping with Ben yesterday! I'm so jealous. I really don't understand why male VANS shoe is so fucking pretty and wow but female ones are just so ordinary! Major dislike! Humph. And yes, Ben bought himself a havianas and a VANS shoe. Both so pretty! :( I got nothing for myself. BUT! Ben bought me a Adidas purple waterbottle which I always wanted above. Thanks love. Hehe shopping again on the 15th! I can't wait and we didn't really celebrate our anni yesterday because everything was so rush. :( But its okay! Hehe!

Anyway, I went clubbing with my Sis and her friends on wednesday. Super underdress me because it was such a impromptu decision. Anyway, had fun because my Sis's friends were like so fucking funny to the max. Hahahahahaaaaa.. 

Helped Rosy to make up! Hehehehe. Anyone want make up services? ;P

One of the bosses at Attica. :D

More photos on fb!

See, told ya! I am freaking under dress and the bouncer even made fun of me of being short. Bloody sad and I wanna hide from that place forever. :(

Okay, and I hate the length of my hair now. Not long not short is the worst length. KNS. 

Ben called so gtg!