Goodnight hubs.

Ben must be sleeping now. Just sent him the last sms for the day but he didn't reply me. :( Guess he already off-ed his phone.

5 more days to go and he's gonna book out! Oh yay! Seriously I can't wait!! The thought of hugging him again makes me eppy happy! Heheheee!

I'm glad his feet isn't hurting anymore and he's able to do all his trainings! 300 push ups and 140 jumping jacks for his platoon. Damn ke lian luh! Tell me who in the world can do this much push ups and jumping jacks! Poor bb. Told him that he shouldn't feel angry nor give up because these trainings will eventually will be an easy peasy task for him after a few weeks. His body will definitely get immune to these and well, when he do 300 push ups again, it is as easy as ABC! Moreover, a smoker for 6 years doing such hardcore trainings isn't easy. So gotta keep reminding him that he shouldn't give up and have to persevere on. Jia you bb!

Got the urge to share with everyone on how we started dating. But... I feel that its kinda stupid because he didn't woo me at all. It.... just happen so naturally. Haha! We were really close friends back then. Almost talk on the phone and meet up at Zar's or Chun's place everyday after school and during the weekends. Those times... were really crazy and fun! Everyone would puff in the room, cook maggi together, listen to stupid lame songs, squeeze in the small bed and sleep together, dance, video lame stuffs, order mac, celebrate each other's birthday and chill. It was so memorable.. Now, everyone grow up. Some went NS and some went overseas to study. All of us separated except Ben and I. Those were days that I felt happiest the most with Ben and friends.

No don't doubt me about not being happy with Ben now. We're slowly building this little happiness together everyday, bit by bit. No rush, no nothing. Just simple gesture of happiness till the both of us become lao kok kok. Hehe!

I can say, Ben and I really went through a lot of things together. :) Happy times, sad times, angry times. From our early teens to our early adulthood. Time past really fast with a blink of an eye. These memories are slowly fading away.. But I am sure, my memories with Ben and I were always remembered in my heart.

Goodnight.

Love this song

Changed my blog song to a Chinese one. Really love this song a lot! :)

Going to HarbourFront later alone. Gonna put lots of songs in to my phone to survive for the ride.

Morning!

12.43minutes

Was at Ben's profile looking through the photos he took. Miss him so much. At least, its better than the days he went Bangkok on April. The days he went Bangkok without me was hell. I suffer from insomnia every night till the very day he was back in Singapore. At least for now, he can sms or call me whenever he is free. YAY! I'm starting to get used to it already. :) I know Ben is still trying to adjust to his new environment so as his girlfriend I should really give him lots of encouragement to help him pull through this difficult phase in his turning point in life. 

Both of us had been chanting everyday for the better of him and us. I should really be thankful that he brought me into this religion. You know, it really has an impact on me. For without him, I would have been so loss in life and nothing will change. I don't wish to bring up my past anymore. For now, Ben and I will be focusing on our goals and our future. :)

Just ended our call 15 minutes ago. Although we only talked for a mere 12 minutes, it really does makes me happy!! Heh. You know, he told me over the phone just now that his instructor asked them this morning if they had seen the "thing". Must be somebody saw "it" thats why the instructor mention about it. OMG LOR! So unsafe and blah~ Really worry about him man. Nevermind, I'll chant! Asked him to keep his beads under the pillow to give him some sort of security! 

Anyway, I really miss him a lot and I want a hug. :(

7 more days! 7!! Persevere!

Goodnight. 

30 mins.

Talked for a mere 30 minutes. Thats the longest duration that is allowed. Well, its better than nothing.

Miss you baby. I want a long hug from you when you get your ass back to Yishun. 

Chanted everyday for him ever since he enlisted. Bet his parents chanted for him too. My prayers were answered. I'm really happy. I need to persevere and be consistent. 5 months. 5 months will pass with a blink of an eye. 

He told me he miss my whinings. And me? I miss his everything. 

Bet bb will read this when he's surfing the net tomorrow night. Love you boy.

Goodnight.

So near yet so far.

Although we're in the same small little red dot, I feel that you're very far away from me. Why?

Sigh.

10 more days. 10 more! I'm missing you so much. The image of you leaving me behind while I'm standing in the rain makes my heart ache. I hold back my tears because I don't wanna cry in front of your parents. This sour feeling is still there.

Tomorrow is gonna be a day without you again.

Guess you must be very tired from all the tedious trainings. Don't worry baby you're gonna pull through it. 22 hours more till I can hear your voice again. Love you.

Goodnight everyone, I need sleep.