Sunday, May 11, 2008

Why?

Why must it be this time, this day, this hour that I am feeling this way. I dont feel good.

Some times, I wish that I could be more open myself so that Im able to voice things out easily. Or maybe I dont have the courage to even speadk up for myself sometimes.

Oh So Emo.

Bye.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Im in deep shit!

I asked SooSian what did they learn these few days. Surprisingly, the only just started the Chapter on Tables. I thought they would have long started chapter 9 already. Thank god for that.

On the other hand. I read through the notes on tables and find it kinda easy to handle. BUT! BUT! BUT!! When it comes the the Excercises of Chapter 8 on the book. I couldnt do it. Really!!!! You ppl must take a look at the explanation of what the book says! OMG!! So difficult lor. :( I dont want to not know anything in any topics lor. Argh! Super fustrating not knowing how to do it one leh!! So different from what I read lor. And I think they should put more effort in compiling the notes and giving more examples. Because, I believe that WPB need full explanation and notes. These notes are insufficient for me to know shits abt Tables!!!!! Seriously, give us more notes la!! And, this topic is very difficult lor. :(

Luckily before WPB was taught, I've got my hands on html codes. And I just only manage to be able to come out with the codes. Just manage only leh. Not those pro pro who flick the fingers and TADAH!! A webbie came out.

I swear this is gonna be the last time Im gonna get sick in this 2 years of my education. It suck and it doesnt feel good. Hais. Enough of ranting.

On a happier note, I still manage to do the Tables codes!! Wahahahaahaha!! Happy!!~ But I just only to scrape through it. I know how it works already and it is all thanks to SooSian for sending me the examples of her work she helps me in solving my prob. :D Happy! Thanks dear. :D

Sidetrack abit, Im feeling sad.

Bye.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Down with fever again..

Im having fever again. Wth! Its not as high as yesterday's. 38.6 degrees this time round. I think I should go take a rest and stop staring at the comp.

I thought I've recovered from my fever. I really feel like crying. Really.. Nobody's home. I want my MUM!!!! Yeah, say Im a crybaby. But this kinda feeling is undescribable.

Hopefully I will recover in 7 days' time. I've missed alot of lessons. And BFD is having test this afternoon. Hope that the people taking the test know all of the answers. :) Goodluck ppl!

And Im deeply touched by Eileen,Joyce and SooSian. They wanted to visit me today but I rejected. I dont wanna pass my virus to them. Thanks for the concern and it is deeply appreciated. Indeed, they are a bunch of great friends. Love you guys! And, I've joined interact club as my CCA. They are having orientation tomorrow which I am unable to attend to. Im sooo looking forward to this week's orientation but Im down with chickenpox. How suay?! This is the first time during 2008 I am looking forward to something lor.

B says he's gonna dropby my house later to see me. Am happy but worried. First thing first, I dont want him to get infected. Secondly, I miss him loads. Maybe he should just stand outside the window 1 metre apart and look at me. Hais, Im in an ugly state now. With calamine lotion all over my face and body. Super scary! I dont even dare to look at myself in the mirror. Guess what? I haven bathed for 4 freaking days!!! Eeew. I wanted to bathe so much but I cant. The itch is killing me. Seriously..

One last thing, I pity Kiki lar. Usually he would sleep with me by my bedside on his crown seat. But this time round, we have to sorta quarantine him. Yes, QUARANTINE! Because, he's a doggie and you know.. I shan't elaborate much tho'. Im already half dead and my chest is painful. Tell me, does chickenpox suffer so much?? Doc says that I must visit him on the 16th again. I hope he allow me to go school after the 10days MC.

I miss school, class, B and durian puffs/cakes/logcakes/anything to do with durian.

MotherDays' coming, have you guys prepared the gifts for your lovely mommies? Im gonna make a card this year. Hmm.. the last card I make was when Im Primary2. :) Im gonna write something touching for her which makes her cry cry and CRY! Hahahaha! I wanna let her know I love her mah, altho' she's quite annoying sometimes when it comes to housework. :D

PLS GIVE ME THE ENERGY TO MAKE A CARD FOR MY AH BUUUUUUUUUUU (ah bu = mom) ~~~

p/s I think after my recovery, I WANNA ENLIGHTEN MY TASTEBUD ONCE AGAIN! Everything is so bland. I HATE IT!

Itchy!! Painful!!

Hellp peeps.

Im down with CHICKEN POX! :( Actually, I've got chicken pox since Sunday. But I didnt noticed it till Monday.

I wanna munch on so many many many things.

Chicken wings, Sakae, LJS, Chocolates, Subway's double choco cookie, TamTam, Maggie Mee (TomYam), Toblerone, Cadbury milk choc, Pariss, Seafood esp Oysters, Chicken Chop, Fish fillet, Nuggets and so on.. Many many!!!

I dont like this feeling lor. Make me suffer only. But for today, Im able to come online because.. my fever is finally gone. Yesterday my temperature rise up to 39.6 degrees!! Abit more I can go hospital liao. =.="


No energy blog liao. bye. ITCHY ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Sunday, May 4, 2008

:'(

Im having serious bodyaches! :'( Am I having fever soon? I hope not. Please please, dont let me fall sick at this point of time. And, my gastric pain keeps going on and off. My head is spinning and I feel extremely weak. I feel like vomitting!!

Blame B for passing me the viruses. Hate it. I've never feel this way for 2 years liao lor.

Sian.

There's a stupid talk tmrw and I gotta wake up as early as 5.30am in the morn. How to survive for the rest of the day like that?!

I hate hate hate HATE SCHOOL! Stupid fucks.

I hope nobody will irritate me tmrw because Im not in the mood to laugh, joke, talk and whatever~ Esp YOU! Yes, YOU! CB YOU! Control your laughter next time. PLS! For goodness. Blah~