就知道

就知道你最疼我了。

Sometimes, I'm wondering am I really doing the right thing. I just feel that if I were to make a decision, it will affect everyone.

Where are our morals? Where? The older you get, the more fucked up you become. That's true.

So I guess, what is more important now is to be happy and not put much thoughts into it.

I'm tired. Really tired. So tired mentally and physically.

I wanted to share but I don't know how to. I've been on a roller coaster ride these days and I really couldn't take it anymore.

One moment I'm happy and the other moment I'm really sad and depressed. I blamed myself for whatever is happening. The cold wars, the arguments... And I'm so afraid to be losing a friend like you that I feel so lost and empty headed wherever I go. I don't feel happy at all. I try to put these thoughts behind me but I just can't.

Some times I wonder, if I didn't come into the picture will things be happier for everyone of us?

No one to talk to about these shits.. No one.

I guess leaving is the best thing to bring the happiness back to everyone.

Happiest girl

It was a pleasant surprise!! Board the car and then I was like "EH!!!" and I went all quiet. Nobody said a single shit lor!! Hahahahaha!!! Then I was like "Eh, for me one isit?". HAHAHAHAHA! Cuz I couldn't tahan and the Teddy was sitting right beside me with the seat belt buckled! So I voiced out and CY said "Ya it's the for the one who is sitting right behind me." HAHAHAHAHAHA! 

Okay, no words can describe how happy I am. Really. Anyway, I went JB and saw this bear and I just jokingly said "Whoever buy me this and I'll marry the person." And I got it. I got the bearrr like 3 weeks later!!! He really got it for me. OMG, I really can't contain my happiness. I can't stop smiling.

To be honest, tell me, who the hell will remember whatever remarks you said these days? Was really pampered by all of them. Really..  

And yes, I can't wait for the Malacca + Genting trip that's happening in 2 weeks time!!!

<3 <3 <3 I swear I'm the happiest girl in the world today. :) Thank you soooooo much for the bear. Thank you. And please recover soon!! I know you dote on me best!! <3

Right track

Was super angry with myself for not knowing any fucking thing at all in school.

NOW I AM FUCKING AWAKE AND I KNOW WHAT I NEED TO DO. SO LET'S GET STARTED AND I AM GONNA CHIONG SO FUCKING HARD!!! FUCKYEAH.

FEELING SIBEI MOTIVATED NOW. HERE I GO. 

I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!

MOST FUN JB TRIP EVER

Ah Gan so cute!

High till cannot maintain after our drinks and we actually danced at the roadside! HAHA!

Went in JB yesterday with Ah Gan, Melvin, Cavin & CY! Hell lots of fun yesterday. So memorable!! :) So happy. It makes me forget to many stuffs that was holding me back. On our way back to JB I think I'm on laughing gas or something. Hahahaha, kept laughing non stop and I quarrelled with Ah Gan! Super funny!! Omg, I really love these people more and more. Like its a need to meet them every week already. Always bringing laughter during the entire outing.  

Seafood, KTV, drinks and rounding everytime. 

And yup, it's time for me to concentrate on my studies already. No more playing already Jen. No more.

And I really hope my dad allow me to go for the Malacca trip knowing that they are driving in. :( Please please please. The previous time he doesn't allow cuz he's afraid my friends will speed! BUT PLEASE ALLOW IT THIS TIME!! I really wanna go!!! Omgahh~ I shall be a good girl to show some sincerity. HAHAHA!

I shall not let events ruin my day but instead let these events turn into a lesson learnt and be happy that I've learnt something new.

My day was near to perfect today. Just missed it by that little. Just that little.

Help

Just when I needed help and no one is there to help me suck.

Sigh.

I think I've lost interest in guys. I'm serious.

Happy fun thoughts

This week was a great kick start to a new month. April pass by too fast that I felt I haven't taken a breather to slowly enjoy my life. Life's good with awesome people around me.