Blessed

Things are slowly picking up on track and I can proudly say that I got over it since about 1 month plus ago.

Although things are a little fucked up few months back. Or rather few weeks back, I'm proud to say that I don't give a damn anymore. :)

You know, I always remind myself that things will eventually get better when you don't put too much thoughts into it. You just gotta take things easy and you'll definitely lead a happier life. Although its not gonna be the happiest of the happiest life that you will get, but well, having that tiny pinch of happiness is more than enough isn't it? Maybe I am just that easy to be content with what I have.

Haha, I take that as a good point of me though. :P

For the past 7 months, I've been blogging about my emotions. The ups and downs of my emotions.. Now, things are final-o-ly back on track, I feel that I should be blogging more about my life, rather than the negative emotions that I made myself suffer every single time.

Haha, now, can you feel the happiness in me?

Saying that I'm happy is definitely an understatement. What words shall I use to replace happy? Hmmm.. I feel blessed in every way. In every single way.. :)

Thank you to those people who brought me back on track although it hurts me big time.

Thank you C. :)

Jogwees "excursion"

JB trip with my girls during the last week of school before our term break starts.

Awesome time spent together.

So glad to have them in my life.

As usual eat, shop and filled with so much fun and laughter. <3

I miss EMRS days so much. :( 

We will have dinner almost every day and spending our time together everyday.

Now we are all so busy with our school work and projects. =/

What's more is that we are all in different class. Finding time to meet up is so difficult now. 

Anyway, super looking forward to our Sunday dinner!! <3 <3

JOGWEES, I AM SERIOUS ABOUT SAVING UP FOR THE BKK TRIP!!!!!

Smoke

Smoking is good.

Dote

Drinks last night with these awezomes people. Especially Kumz, always will be there for me no matter what. And he really try his best to make time for me even if I gave him last minute notice that I wanna meet up. The words by them are so encouraging sometimes that I can't describe how much I love them. Felt so loved every time when I meet them. Haha cuz they will just shower me with lots of love. Well, at least I feel love. Hehe. 

Anyway, am happy that KK met Kumz and Kumz met KK. At least they had something in common and we sat down and chatted about hell lots of stuffs till around 5 in the morn. 

You know, sometimes I really don't understand why am I always complaining to others about my life. Now when I look back, I guess I'm really lucky to have these people around me. I know they are the people with just a call and they will listen to me rant or maybe head down to find me.  

And there's this special someone whom I am really really grateful and appreciative for. <3 Although it was a rocky start but I guess it's gonna get better. He proved it to me and I see his effort in making me happy. 

Really thankful and contented with my life now. 

Count your blessings

I was wondering if I should really voice out my thoughts.. It took me a lot of courage to actually want to tell you guys how I feel. But looking at the circumstances now, it seems like no one cares.

Probably I am the one who drift myself apart. I don't feel the closeness anymore. I feel that I'm left alone and people just want to watch the dramas in my life, laughed it off and walk away. It really saddens me to see myself feeling this way. I stood up for everyone whom are dear to me, but look, who stood up for me?

I am not trying to say who put in more effort but I really did try my best to bring the closeness back. I feel rejected.

That's all I wanted to say.

I'm tired.

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